Beauty and Decay.

oh no. I'm THAT kid. i want school to start and summer to be over!! It's not that i don't like summer, it's just that THIS summer has been the most boring ever. Coming back from college for a summer is not fun. Having freedom and places to party being ripped from your grasp is just too much of a shock to deal with. I'm happy to say that i will not be coming back next summer and will be living in Minneapolis!! YEAH!!!!! rochester sucks. I can't believe i want to go back to school so badly, i actually miss taking classes. weird.

Recently I've been dying to figure out what to do with my life! Picking a major is the toughest thing EVER for me. I could see myself doing just about anything, it's just the process of choosing something and sticking to it. I'm so creeped out by the fact that i'm not even 20 and I need to pick a field of study that's going to control the rest of my life!! YARG!! this is so tough. I don't know how more people don't crack under the pressure. My train of thought is that I want to do something to contribute to humankind as a whole... like something with science. I would absolutely LOVE to study astronomy but the nagging question my mother always asks is 'what kind of jobs are there for that major?' and i want to shoot her when she says that. I guess she should be asking those questions but STILL. I feel so lost and confused!!

WOW mindsay... I've missed you!! it's nice to have a place to let creativity flow out... and for some reason facebook is not that place, it just doesn't feel right. YOU KNOW!? crazy.